I'm Falling Behind

I have not met my writing targets for the past two months and that disappoints me a lot. Between work and school writing often takes a backseat.

The worst part is that even when I do have free time, I usually either spend it resting or seeing friends. I do not want to sacrifice any of the things I am dedicated to or enjoy, and maybe that makes me greedy.

I want it all. I want the freedom to do as I please, when I please.

Those are lofty dreams, though. So, for now, I am going to dedicate the month of May to writing. Nothing takes precedence over writing this month. I am rededicating myself to finishing this story.

Merla is a passion project, and I've given myself a deadline so that I can keep a promise to myself, and I'll be damned if I let myself down now. I'm going to finish a chapter today, and I'll do the same tomorrow. It's going to be pedal to the metal to catch up on the seventeen chapters I'm behind on, but I know I can do it. The challenge isn't cranking out chapters.

The problem is finding the time.